just a thought

I'm gonna start blogging again

this particular thoughts came across my mind
while I was staring at a white wall

well, I used to love blogging when I was younger; back in 2009
where everything seems easy, and I remember how eager I am to grow up
and that's when I realize that growing up sucks

because

you have decisions to make
you can't just lay around
you can't just wait for your parents to do everything for you
you have responsibilities

Growing up isn't as easy as I thought it would be
looking back in time

I have missed a lot of opportunities
because of my actions and mistakes
I do not regret making them
nor I do not want to turn back time

because without mistakes, I will never learn